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Big Belly

{ April 23, 2010 @ 17:29 } · { Experiences }
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I’m shy–but most don’t see that until they get to know me well enough to recognize and pick up on a few things. I have an entire network set up around myself to hide that I’m shy…including friends, family, clothing, items, etc. I didn’t want to be that shy girl forever, so instead of fixing whatever issue is there, I learned to work around it and keep deflectors up.

That all being said, it’s pretty difficult to actually rattle me, especially when it comes to humiliation! (I’m not shy because of self esteem, but because I prefer to see all of the action: which you clearly cannot do when you’re in the middle of everything.)  I don’t get hung up on much of anything. Yet my weakest point is in the age play realm–I often let my fence down which is great, but leaves me more vulnerable. Which of course, paints a target for when and where to catch me off guard.

Well, one day about 5 years ago I was put in little pink knickers and a nightie shirt, teddy bear in hand. I dropped: hard. And the, I couldn’t get out! It scared the hell out of me.  But, I practiced, I played, I screwed up, I learned.

Suddenly, there was Daddy.  We had a shared enema fetish and he began to play with both of these areas from the start. His little girl being kept healthy and clean by Daddy. Oh wait…his little girl getting punished with water. Uhoh, his little girl being put in terribly awkward situations with enemas.

And then it came: the biggest humiliation for me up until that point.

“Oh wow honey, look at how big your belly is! Daddy got his little girl knocked up!” as he rubbed the round tummy filled to the brim with warm soapy water.

My eyes grew big and round, my jaw dropped, tears formed, and for once I was speechless.

Let me list just some of the highlights of why this shook me. Lessons I took in while growing up (NOT that I was necessarily taught these things)

  • It is NOT okay to get pregnant young
  • Getting pregnant when you’re young means you’re stupid
  • Modern day women shouldn’t want to pop out babies
  • Once you have babies you’re trapped
  • When you become a Mother you stop caring about anything but them

All these real emotions I never connected before, were suddenly viewed in “connect the dot” format and I got freaked.  Needless to say, it took a bit of untangling, and some analyzing.

And now….  Well, Daddy has me walking up to him, pushing out my belly and rubbing it at though I’m pregnant. Why? Very simple: I gets him hard! And I like it when he’s hard, cause then I get what I want (with protection of course).

TidBits #1

{ March 27, 2010 @ 17:00 } · { Experiences }
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When is your favorite enema time? Do you even have one?


I am often limited to finding the perfect star alignment, much to my chagrin.  Having not eaten too recently, have enough energy, not have much to do afterward, and simply having the spare time to devote to said favorite fun!

Typically around mid-week I’m pining away for my can or bag: sitting at my desk day dreaming about round, reddened rumps raised into the air.  The random enema and spanking porn searches online might be required to help with my visualization diversity…


By the weekend I’m often too worn out and just trying to make it through those work days!  So I’ve come to embrace the mid-week evening enema playtime: get home, unwind, shower, enema, small dinner, sudoku, jack off with the vibrator, then off to lala sleepy time with Pandi and Papa.


Tell me, what’s your most typical enema routine?

How to make your holiday family dinners more fun!

{ January 10, 2010 @ 17:57 } · { Experiences }
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Recently my big sister and her husband came out from California to visit me and the rest of our family for a short get together. On one of the evenings that she was staying over we decided to make dinner for the family and took me shopping for supplies. During our trip she decided to pick up a piece of ginger with the threat of using it on me. Having never tried ginger in my ass before, I didn’t believe her and hoped that she would/wouldn’t use it on me. But being my big sister, the ginger found its way into my ass. While she was preparing dinner for the family, she cut the ginger up into the salad but while doing so managed to create a phallic looking piece which she then proceeded to help me place inside my ass with the instructions that it was supposed to stay in till after dinner was finished.

At first I was very skeptical about the idea of placing raw ginger up my ass, but as I have discovered, I enjoyed other things that she puts up my ass and as she didn’t make it a choice I ended up at the dining room table facing our parents and younger siblings with fresh cut ginger lodged firmly inside me. When I had first placed it up me it just felt strange but soon both the inside and outside of my ass was stinging. Then my cunt began to sting and dinner became much more difficult to focus on. Soon every time I moved I felt the ginger move inside me and my body became hotter and hotter, as arousal began to pool low inside me. After awhile all I could think about was that ginger and how incredibly horny I felt and how badly I wanted an enema. Both my sister and brother in law were watching me during dinner and I couldn’t help squirming when I caught their eyes and saw them leer at me.  My little sister finally asked if I was alright because I kept squirming so much so I had to finally try to keep still with the feeling of becoming extremely aroused spreading throughout my entire body. Finally after the dinner was done and dishes were washed, and desert was eaten, my sister told me that dinner was done and I rushed upstairs to my room.

Once I got up to my room I immediately stripped naked and pulled out my enema bag. I was so aroused I could feel my nipples harden and my cunt was so wet I had dripped all down my legs, because I had been rubbing them together attempting to stoke my clit all through dinner, brushing my two labia rings against it, trying to find some relief from the arousal that the ginger in my ass was causing. After filling up my enema bag I slipped into my shower and fitting my bag to the shower head I laid on the tile floor and after inserting the nozzle into myself and turning my vibrating bullet on full speed I proceeded to happily fill my body full of wonderful luke warm water that made my stomach bulge and my cunt become unbearable. Finally as the last of the water filled me, I fell into a spiral as my body hit one climax after another, my breath became ragged and quickened and I began to moan, one hand on my clit, the other pinching and rubbing my nipples loving the fill of the ginger as it was is mixed with the water. Finally after the last orgasm hit me, I lay moaning in contentment on the floor.

Soon though nature called and I had to remove the nozzle and find my toilet as fast as possible. Water with ginger added to it is very interesting when it leaves your body and I love the feel of releasing a full belly of water. The added feeling of the gingers sting as it left me caused my body to begin to get aroused all over again and I had to jack off again after emptying myself of everything while cleaning off in the shower. I then got dressed into my PJs, and went down stairs to watch a movie with my family and snuggle with my sister. I had been very critical at the beginning of the evening as I so typically am about many of her orders, but the mixture of the ginger, the sensation of something not only rubbing inside my ass but also stinging and arousing my clit and having to behave in front of my parents with the knowledge of the ginger in my ass all caused me to have one of the best family dinners of my life.

Coffee with Daddy

{ November 25, 2009 @ 13:04 } · { Experiences }
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Daddy Gives His Little Girl an Enema
Guest published by Daddy

Between both of our busy schedules I have not been able to give my little girl an enema for quite some time. A few months ago at Efest West I bought some organic coffee grounds to give her a coffee enema on a special occasion. I figured now was the time since it had been so long.

I called her earlier in the day and asked her not to drink anything with a lot of caffeine in it. I did not want her to get a caffeine overload since I know that she does not drink it regularly. As some of you may or may not know, things put up the butt absorb into the body more quickly and fully then ingesting it.

When I arrived we spent a little time chatting and catching up on our week. I told her it was time for her enema. I started off playing with her pussy and ass. It’s been awhile since we had done any anal play other then enemas and I felt like I was falling down on my butt play responsibilities with her. I think we both got a little over zealous playing with both her holes at once and stretched her poor little butthole a little too fast. So needless to say that part ended a little sooner than I would have liked.

So we moved on to the first enema of two this evening. This one was just a plain water one with a bit of soap. She took it like a trooper as always. Although I have to say with hardly any complaining, this might explain a bit of what happened later on. After she expelled the first enema we played around with a little fucking, gagging, and choking.

I decided it was time for the coffee one. I started to boil the coffee in some water and let it cook for a good eight minutes. Once it had cooled down a little I had her poor it through a coffee filter while I held it over the bag.

I started to give her the enema when I realized something was wrong with my rig. The inline bulb that I use was not working properly. It seems as though the one-way valve in it stopped working. That bummed me out but I had one of the sexiest asses I have ever known waiting for her enema, so I ripped the bulb out and pressed on.

Once she had at least half of the enema in I started to play with her pussy again. I got her so worked up that she was begging to have Daddy’s cock in her. And then a though came to mind, I knew how to make her start complaining and yet not want me to stop. She was lying on her back on this futon like chair; I had been fucking her for a few minutes already. I pulled her legs up to her chest and rested my weight on them while I continued to fuck her even more and harder. She started whimpering and whining about how her tummy hurt and I would just respond with ether “I can stop fucking you if you like” or “I’ll stop once the bag is empty. To the first one she would say no, as I suspected. I know my little girl very well and she would live with Daddy’s cock in her 24/7 if she could. To the second one she would say how could she take anymore with Daddy pushing into her stomach like that, and I would of course say “who’s problem is that?.”

We continued our little fun until the bag was empty. I knew she would suck the water in no matter what I did to her. My little girl loves her enemas and would never want to waste one no matter what!

The sex toy party

{ November 16, 2009 @ 15:17 } · { Experiences, Reviews }
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We hosted a women’s only sex toy party last night. I’ve done this once before and wasn’t thrilled with the hostess given to me by Passion Parties so I was unsure about trying it again.  But this lady was an independent business owner and not part of a giant pyramid scheme.

My first clue we were in for a good time: I knew she was a twisted kinkster like us. And, she started unpacking her incredible overstuffed, though perfectly organized van. I watched as a huge rack of barely there lingerie walked through the door followed by countless rolling drawer sets full of all types of pleasureful items and fun to be created!

Several of us were there early so we sat in round about the living room chatting. I left the room for barely a moment and returned to hear, “how much water should you use in an enema?”. I stopped mid tracks and said, “Whatever you want to know, I want to talk about!”. And suddenly the flood gates were opened. There wasn’t a lady in the room without some input on the subject whether it was concern, excitement or somewhere between.

Since we had half an hour to kill I plunged in and made the most of it. Many of them only did enemas for the sake of mouth to ass play or anal sex. It wasn’t long before I had dished out some of my favorite scenearios for actually PLAYING with the enema proceedure itself that they started to all starry eyed.  Suddenly one of them bursts out with, “I just got a shower shot and I’m nervous but excited to use it!”. It was all I could do not to beg to ‘show’ her…  We discussed role play, technique, usage, food choices, soap concerns and more.

How random! I was tickled pink this had come about and without me being the one to instigate as is typically the case.

Needless to say, we had a GREAT evening with Potions and Passion including half naked women, licking, ladies on their knees, lots of lingerie modeling, sharing of high heels, games with sex toys, wine, conversation and awesome laughs! If you are able, book her for a toy party. We all left with tons of new fun stuff to carry home and give a try immediately. I know I did!

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